i should take out the necklace i just bought in genting... it was specially made... it wrote: 'Princess' and 'Chiou'... not a princess anymore therefore don't think i should wear it anymore, but to keep it in my jewellery box as one of the beautiful memories... i give up on being a princess... don't wanna cry anymore... no energy le... but i guess i still like him, only give up the hope of being a princess... just a commoner that just dream to be with a knight... his real princess is back... i am only a fake one... must go back to reality now... reality is painful... and i guess u can't do anything to ease the pain in my heart... nothing that is... you are booked for the whole week... and i suppose that we will only see each other when school reopens and you can see your princess for the rest of the holidays... haha... good for you... haha... *its hurting right inside me..*
Found a poem that says out what i am really feeling:
'Loving you is the best thing yet...
Missing you is something I'll never regret...
Losing you will be hard to accept...
But seeing you with her is the most painful yet...'
Guess that you won't understand this poem sia... its better that u don't understand...
The trip to genting highland was damn long... the bus ride took about 5 hours plus... but of course there is break time for us or else i think i will faint in the bus... haha... during one of the break, my parents bought for us one cd... the movie not over yet i think... its "Madagascar"... it only cost about $2 plus in Sing dollars... haha... cheap sia... before reaching our destination, we still have to take the longest and fastest cable car... it was about 20 minutes long... quite fun sia... haha... got beautiful scenery... still got lots of artifacts.. reached the hotel at about 2 plus... the room still not ready yet... still under cleaning process... haha...
on the first day... hmmm... what did we do?? we walk round the whole place, finding vegetarian stalls... the food there quite good sia... we ate alot over there... don't know whether got gain weight anot.. better not.. haha...
its very rush for us on the second day... we play both the indoor and outdoor theme park on the same day... and at night, we still have to rush for a show.. titled "X-TREME"... is some kind of circus like that... but no animals included... nice... glad that i watched it... we played the flying coaster... that was damn scary... i have the photo that was taken when we was on the ride...
just this morning... we went to play at the arcade over there... and my sis and bro are already addicted to the arcade over there... haha... they still don't wanna go home this morning... still wanna continue to play the games in the arcade... can't help it... too fun to play with liao...
still, i miss him lots over there... wonder whether he knows about it anot.. to me its like... nothing happened to him over here at singapore... bad news is already awaiting for me in singapore... once i return then got bad news... so unlucky of me... i think i will cry tonight.. every night also cry... but i feel better after a good cry... i won't be strong suddenly... and i won't be strong when i come to this kind of things... so don't expect me to cry when you tell me this kind of things... i should not take the birthday presents from you anymore... it should not be mine... but hers.. you keep it bah...
for those who are going perth tomorrow... be sure to have a safe trip... Good Luck to you all.. Jia You oh...!
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