Upset

Upset
today is our school's cross country.. woke up early in the morning at 4.30 am crying bcoz of a bad dream.. then after tat.. when on the way to meet wy they all.. huiyi call to ask me whether i got bring number tag and safety pins anot.. i totally forgot to pack tat in.. and i duno wat to do.. in the end.. anni accompany me to go and take taxi back home and then to macritchie reservoir.. so rush.. this is my first time running cross country.. last year did not run bcoz hav duty.. this year he purposely did not run bcoz this year he has to run 4.8km.. haizz..
i was damn upset after the cross country was over.. well.. those ppl wif me all along will noe wat happened lar.. i keep crying.. after eat finish also cry.. on the way to popular also cry.. while waiting for them outside the popular also cry.. on the way to bus stop also cry.. in the bus on the way home also cry.. sitting in front of the computer also cry.. then cannot take it anymore.. i went to the toilet to cry my heart out.. going to take a nap tat time also cry.. wake up le also cry.. tok to him also cry.. haizz.. i m really very upset this time.. he himself noes y.. coz i told him.. i told him everything i want to say.. chonghua was consoling me.. thinking of wat he says yesterday.. if tat really comes true.. i duno wat will bcome of me also.. lots of ppl saw me cry today.. its gonna be big news.. saying tat i m very upset today.. guess lots of ppl will ask me tonight.. wat happened to me.. haizz..
dun wanna blog actually.. but came into the blogger website.. then got so many things to say.. crazy me..