Confused

Confused
haizz.. after today.. i duno wat i m doing.. i duno wat is happening.. i duno wat the world is happening around me.. he says tat i shld do some thinking and come up wif a decision.. i duno.. he says tat those words tat he said to me this afternoon all come from the bottom of this heart.. and though when i heard those words i feel like crying.. its been such a long time since i hear his heartbeat.. and he surprised me when he did tat.. i was smiling though.. silly me.. haizz.. i duno.. i tell him liao.. its up to him..