Haizz

Haizz
start off wif something good first.. well.. today's E Maths test was easy.. didn't do much maths questions last night.. though i dun really understand the questions in the test today.. did ask mrs.samsol to explain it to me.. then finally noe how to do.. haha..
now.. back to the bad stuff.. lots.. firstly.. my ear got problem.. so scary.. i duno wat tat is.. wat shld i do?? my parents dun even noe lor.. then today.. super upset wif my english results.. ms.loo came and tok to me abt it.. matt says tat its because i keep playing and we spent too much time together.. this made me even stress.. i already worrying abt my results.. trying to hav the same amount of time being wif him and playing and at the same time get good results.. pls dun say tat again.. i really dun wanna hear tat again.. physics also got very lousy result.. i already very depress le.. then waited for him for at least 3 hours plus.. then.. he has to rush home.. i didn't even get wat i want lor.. haizz.. i noe cannot blame him.. its not tat i blaming him.. its juz tat i m sad.. tats all.. dun feel like toking..
Now wat i want to do most.. is to hug him tight and cry my whole heart out.. i duno i can still hold how much longer.. i already feel like giving up everything..