Mixed up feelings

Mixed up feelings
dun really noe whether i m happy now or sad.. haizz.. juz thot of many things suddenly.. but cant write it in my blog.. mayb i shld create one private one.. where no one noes.. haizz.. stress?? not really.. tire?? not really.. happy?? not really.. sad?? not really.. haizz.. duno me lar.. tml i wanna go library.. anyone want to go also?? i dun mind.. coz really muz pia liao.. cannot afford to fail end of year.. hmmm.. next week holiday le.. not really a holiday to lots of us.. still needs to go back to sch almost everyday.. finally kelvin can settle down and learn piano le.. haha.. me leh.. i want him to teach me le.. i wanna take "accounts", "banking & financial" and "phsycology" (duno how to spell) haha.. but duno poly tat take this much course anot.. and then.. ppl keep telling me to aim higher.. hav a higher target.. which is go JC and not poly.. hmmm.. mayb.. well.. muz see how i do for my O levels first.. haha.. had lots of fun today.. hmmm.. cannot say.. haha.. at tat secret place.. somewhere in sch.. =P well.. ppl out there.. dun get too upset over ur results.. juz work harder.. we will all work harder together.. jia you!