Love

Love
was watching "Top on the Forbidden City" this whole afternoon.. well.. juz found out tat i hav been lacking sth in my life.. i didnt do my best in lots of things.. i didn't put enough love in my studies, music and dancing.. i believe tat if i were to put more love into all these.. i will be able to do well for it.. but how?? i also realise tat i didn't love my friends enough.. which is i nv care for them tat much at all.. how disappointing i m.. i muz try to learn to care more for my friends.. i m glad tat i watch this show.. it show wat i lack of.. and wat i always wanted.. i m still keen on finding my prince le.. but i m also keen to find my happiness.. i wanna put love into things and ppl i shld give.. duno whether i hav enough detemination to do it mah.. everyone wants to be love.. and wants to feel tat other ppl needs her love.. or else.. she will feel very lonely.. even if she has lots of friends around her.. she is still in a corner of her heart.. with darkness surrounding her..

i feel tat me and him had drifted apart.. far far apart.. i can longer no feel the care he has for me.. and he asked me sth today.. i really duno how to answer.. afraid.. hiding myself up.. the problem between us haven been solve yet.. wait later tat problem arise again.. then.. i also duno..

haven been feeling tat well lately.. appetite gone down lots.. today my friend's mum thot tat i m on a diet.. weird.. do i look as if i m on a diet?? but i m not.. haven been getting enough sleep.. keep having sleepless nights.. i also duno y.. haizz.. and then still coughing.. haven ok yet.. one week le.. long hor.. duno izzit bcoz its raining everyday.. tat cause my health to be like this.. haizz.. hope my health will get better soon..

went to kbox yesterday.. was fun.. shouted lots.. one of the cause for my cough.. it was fun.. wy was damn high.. haha.. well.. juz receive one sms.. duno how to react to it.. hav i fall for another guy?? or hav i not?? i m not sure myself.. if i there's someone tat treat me as good as how Qing Tian treat Xiao Ying.. i will be glad.. hav been keeping lots of stuff to myself.. wanna find a real friend.. juz one.. and its enough.. but i also duno who tat person is.. i hav sisters.. which i shld share my secrets wif them.. but.. lots of things hav happened.. and i hav sth keeping inside my heart.. perhaps oni winnie.w noes wat i m thinking.. but she's so far away in Australia.. i want a friend tat can be by my side always.. a true friend.. closer than my sisters.. can i find tat person?? its hard.. the closest to me now are my sisters.. but.. haizz.. oni winnie.w noes wat i m thinking.. y isn't she here??

hav lots of things in my mind now.. having headache.. wanna go rest le.. take care guys..