Attention to all my female friends: do not eat chocolates when you are down. no matter how strong u are, u will still cry.

i'm so damn sad now. dun think darling even noe tat i'm sad. i really miss dancing alot. i really really want to dance again on stage. darling ask me to go his sch and dance today. he said its really really fun. i also want to join in the fun and dance. but. i think wrongly. i thot its wat engine dance which is couple dance. or even hip hop. i'm really really wrong. and i bring sadness to myself. its not darling's fault. he juz want me to have fun. i love him. BUT I REALLY WANT TO DANCE!! i miss jazz, miss chinese dance, miss dancing at home wif my mum. i ran away juz now when darling send me home. he didn't even go after me. i'm so lonely. all alone.